Thursday, July 27, 2006

Travel


Do you like to travel? What's ur purpose of travelling? For de-stressing on all the hardship at work? for knowing other countries culture? or just merely for a walk outside the house?
For me travelling is the time for me to talk to my inner self. I love to travel to others countries to see how other people live in the life, how ppl cope with their daily life. Especially love to have a map to strolling by myself looking at the shops, looking at the people and at the same time asking myself what i really want. This is the only time that I can have myself to my own, where I can think......how I wish I have a job just to travel.....that will be extreme wonderful......

Thursday, July 13, 2006

Souless body

After all these years, I just realize that I'm a body without soul. I lost my dream, my dreams full of stories are all gone. Have been believing that I need to gain more technical hands on experience on the industry and hence after I grad, I have been pushing myself to grab every chance of production knowledge whenever I can. Yes, I did manage to know how to handle a production but at the same time, I had totally ignore the story telling ability of myself which I had been putting aside for the 5 years. Hopefully it's still not too late for me to start rolling the stone again in polishing my story telling skill now......keep my finger cross....

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

I Hate This kinda feeling


Why am I always in the position being blame for what I think is right? Why put me in the situation that I must attend to all your call and I doesn't have a choice? or even I'll be blame for being 'too much' just because I don't comply to it.....tf was right, would you start a conversation of no where to your 'ex'? Or even would you take too much care if something happen to your ex family? Not that I won't care, it's just I feel that it's such a 'dilemma' situation .....Till now, I still think that I can't be able to care so much...... call me selfish or whatever.....